Have you ever been so seflish just because you wanted to save yourself? So selfish you don't listen to anyone else other than yourself. But you soon dwell in your thoughts and realise that by being selfish, you're blindsighted by your own opinions. Then you try to be fair by empathising. Only to realise that what difference would it make? Selfish or not, you're still in dilemma.
I hate being in dilemmas. They're the worst places to be. I know my posts are so confusing and i think no one can quite comprehend but i just need to rant..somewhere haha. I'm never gonna pen everything down in details cause i hate waring my heart on my sleeve, so here's me half fucking all you readers. I'm sorry. I feel so exhausted always having to see the good in people only to get betrayed or crushed. Still i go on doing it, that's just me. I wonder how to save myself? You may think i'm a push over, whatever i may be deemed to you as, you're not half as close so feel free to judge. I hate how in the end everything's in the palm of my hand, it pressures me to make decisions i never want to face.
Okay i'll try not to write sappy shit anymore.
I think this blog needs a little change, layout wise. Does it?
I get so fickle when it comes to layouts!
3 comments:
Hi! pardon my curiosity but you opened a graphics comm named 'beaumerci' right? I was wondering if the maker app is still open cause i was thinking of applying, haha thats all. thanks.
anyways, cheer up! :)
@anon: uhm yeap i opened beaumerci. Are you a blogskinner or something? cause i initially cr4eated it so it could be a source to get icons for fellow skinners!
Aww thanks i will!
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